Santhenar

Imma gonna get my camera back tomorrow. After nearly a year, how bizarre. Has it really been that long? I should have just bought a new one. Ah well, photo time again soon.

I've just been thinking, in my restless state. With my eyes closed and all warm in bed. Thinking about the past. For some reason a particular time popped into mind. Do you remember that day? It was bright and sunny, and you knew you should be having a wonderful time, being happy. But there's a niggling feeling in your mind that something is not right. Do you remember that day? You wander in the garden with a friend. The grass is soft and the sun is shining but you're still fretting. And then they look at you, and you know what's wrong. But you wait for them to say it anyway, just to make sure. And then it all slots into place. That feeling of

I don't want to sleep. Here I am being awake, and I can feel my eyes getting tired. But my mind is fully awake. Well, not fully, but enough. I've just been drawing... I tried doing some manga-style pictures of myself and my friend. They started well, but then I messed up the proportions, and as it was pen, no corrections could be had. So then I just drew a page of random stuff, quite enjoyable. I'm in a rather creative mood. But also tired, like I said. So I haven't the energy to do any proper pieces of artwork... Were I capable of such a thing. I just started absent-mindedly chewing on my pillow... And then realised what I was doing and st